Finding a Man!

I have beening thinking today (hence the second blog entry in one day!) about how often I say I am ready for a man to come into my life. I have been single for a LONG time and am definitley over any ex issues so why I cannot find one has been getting frustrating and lonely. I have been broken up with my sons father since he was one and since he is now nearly nine my son is even asking questions! He would like a brother or sister (I think at one stage he thought I could just pick one up at the shops!) and I would dearly love another child or two, I explained to him that it would be helpful if I had a man first! Now he regularly asks me when I do get to go out if I am going to find a man tonight and if he will be his new dad! A nice way to scare off any potential suitors right there! Anyway getting a bit off track (as usual!).... I realized that how can I expect a man to find me attractive if I don't find myself attractive? How can I expect a man to enjoy
my company if I often don't want to be left with my own thoughts?! This being a follow on from the previous blog is another reason why I really need to make 2009 a fresh new start for me! Losing weight is not just about health for me but really liking who I see in the mirror. Leaving behind all those days of trying on a million outfits before a night out and not liking a single one - it was never the clothes it was the body inside the clothes. Never having to go shopping and being in a change room close to tears at a size up from my usual size still being too small. I could go on and I on (this blog is not called Dana's Ramblings for nothing!) but I feel freer just getting it all out and hopefully I can get some sleep soon! So until next time....give your wonderful partners a hug if u have one and appreciate them that little bit more knowing there are some of us out there still looking for ours :)

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